current state of mind: in DENIAL

the title speaks it all. errrr. my brain is in denial and is not working at all. i owe it to the fact that i stupidly forgot everything i'm supposed to remember. eesh.

i'm hating math right now. really hating it. specially word problems. i can't understand why math can be so useful; it has an answer to practically everything related to numbers, yet it is so friggin' hard. life's too ironic to make any sense of it.

it is three days away from the UPCAT dry-run exam and i still haven't studied science, english and filipino. i think it would be a miracle if i even get a 2-point something in the exam. i'm keeping my fingers crossed for a cash prize, but then again, dreams get you nowhere.

studying has ruined my summer, even if it's really necessary for, you know, my future and all. i hate having to study during a period of rest and relaxation, if you can even get some from this heat. summer's a time to get your minds nice and empty, as dumbledore said in harry potter.

i wish i study in a chinese school, so that solving math problems would just be like writing my name. they study math twice a day, in chinese and english.

agh. wishful thinking.

i have to go back and torment myself with functions-relations-whatsits. *groan* wish me luck.

written at 2:23 AM

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