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Oh God. It's June and college is a mere 12 days away. *shudders* So near yet so far, so far yet so near. I've become kinda apprehensive because of the whole dorm thing. I've accepted and even warmed to the fact that I would be taking the MRT and the LRT to school. I even memorized all the stations between GMA and UN Avenue so that I wouldn't get lost, but then my parents found that...that dorm and so now, I have to spend a year living there. I don't like the way it looks, aaand my food situation there seems rather bleak. I'm not allowed to cook or probably even heat any food I might bring from home because the owner charges about 500 for every electronic thing you bring in there. Christ. How can a food person like me not live on the food I eat at home. Oh, and have I mentioned that the bathroom-people ratio is 1:6? Sigh.

It even made me think whether or not I really wanted to go to UP. A little too late for that, I know. It even crossed my mind to go to CCA instead. I'm a little messed up at the moment because of all the what if's. The people I met and eventually befriended were so different from the people I know now, but I'm probably just expecting too much. The main scary thing though, is having a rerun of my summer college review. The whole how-do-they-know-that-and-how-come-i-don't kind of thing and feeling that slight twinge of inferiority complex. Oh, what troubled thoughts plague the mind.

Totally random thought: I apparently have a knack of leaving the change behind whenever I buy anything. Tsk.

written at 6:46 AM

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